after having not gone for a couple of months (hey, your girl here is pretty healed!). But, life has become so much and I’ve been trying to cope on my own, but realized it would be nice to lean on professional support during this time.
My husband found out he was losing his job (my husband, the breadwinner).
3 days later, I had a pretty traumatic miscarriage.
Now, there’s a potential job opportunity for him, BUT, we’d have to move to a whole new state.
The idea of moving, leaving my incredible school/work community that is my dream environment, and navigating moving on top of going to my sister-in-law’s wedding, ON TOP OF having trial this summer, has been so much emotionally for me to deal with.
And I’m strong, and handling it. But I don’t want to have to be strong and just deal with it. I want to manage it. And I want support.
So, I have therapy on Tuesday. I just need a space to process everything. Having a miscarriage has been a lot for me emotionally. Like, I’m doing okay, but I realize there’s some lingering trauma (understandably).
I’m very, very grateful to have professional support that I can lean on and access. I know we’re going to figure this out and get through it, but being here now is hard! And that’s ok. I just want to process and work through the hard.
That’s the life update. I’ll be ok, & we’re getting there. Someway, somehow, we’ll be ok.
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