Signs

I’ve been seeing a lot more 617, pretty much every day. I ended a phone call this morning and it lasted 6 minutes and 17 seconds. The apartment right across from mine is 1617. I’ll frequently see the clock at 6:17. So many signs. And today, I’m getting my nails done. School starts on TuesdayContinue reading “Signs”

617

617. That’s my lucky number. 6/17, my birthday. For years my lucky number has been 6 and 17. But that’s always been it, 617, my number. A few months ago, I started seeing 617 everywhere. Like, everywhere. Every day I would see the time on the clock 6:17 in the morning and the evening. I’dContinue reading “617”

Daisy’s sister has officially outlived her.

Rosie is 13 months old. Daisy was 13 months old, plus some days. Rosie has outlived Daisy. That absolutely… that… I hate that. It puts it into perspective how young Daisy was. Her life, just, so short… it’s not fair. He’s evil. He is EVIL. A monster. I hate this so much. Daisy, baby, comeContinue reading “Daisy’s sister has officially outlived her.”

I’m doing okay, really (well, for the most part)

I’ve been feeling I don’t know, guilty? lately for posting about all this deep inner stuff. I get the feeling that people read it and think I’m in such a dark place, and I guess the reality is that this is just my reality now. This is my every day life. I have trauma andContinue reading “I’m doing okay, really (well, for the most part)”