My abuser is banned from talking to the Judge in our court case šŸ˜³

Yep, as of today. Like there’s an official court order prohibiting Mat from communicating with our judge. On February 2, Mat emailed the Judge in our case. He said this: ā€œSo Sarah Manos has given out my person information to the point I had to change my number and did over 3,000 in damages toContinue reading “My abuser is banned from talking to the Judge in our court case šŸ˜³”

This time is different.

^ Quote from my therapist I was telling her how anxious I was about filing this police report and nervous and scared of it being the same as the last time I was so hurt and traumatized by the system. And she said, ā€œthis time is different, it’s not the same experience.ā€ And that comfortsContinue reading “This time is different.”

One last fight.

I don’t want any judgement or negativity because this is my life, my dogs were killed and died in my arms, this is my fight. I filed a police report in Mokena yesterday. Yeah, I flew into Chicago for the day, drove down to Mokena, filed a police report, and flew home. It was aContinue reading “One last fight.”

I emailed the police & prosecutor…again

I’m like 75% not expecting a reply and 98% expecting them to essentially tell me to f*#% off but I mean it when I say that I’m going to fight until the end. So here’s why I emailed them. In the past few weeks, I’ve had three women reach out to me as having dated/beenContinue reading “I emailed the police & prosecutor…again”

I’m angry. Angrier than I thought. Fuck the system.

I’m so angry. I’m so hurt. Fuck the system. Fuck Kim Foxx. Fuck the prosecutors who victim blamed. Fuck them. I’m angry. And hurt. And I need to talk about it. Or write about it for now (I have therapy tomorrow night). I’m so angry and hurt I feel myself coming to tears. On Tuesday,Continue reading “I’m angry. Angrier than I thought. Fuck the system.”

Court tomorrow.

There’s more that I can and will say and I’ll update in a little bit but court tomorrow. Fingers crossed it goes well for us. Ok update – court is today, in a few hours, and I’m finally getting around to updating this post. Court is today. We’re suing my abuser for $475,000-$600,000. That’s basedContinue reading “Court tomorrow.”