I’ve been feeling I don’t know, guilty? lately for posting about all this deep inner stuff. I get the feeling that people read it and think I’m in such a dark place, and I guess the reality is that this is just my reality now. This is my every day life. I have trauma andContinue reading “I’m doing okay, really (well, for the most part)”
Tag Archives: PTSD
GSD/My sister/Triggers
My sister and her boyfriend got a German Shepherd a couple months ago. And she and I haven’t been the same since. German Shepherds have been a huge trigger for me. Obviously. A huge part of the abuse was the German Shepherd. He had it attack me, I watched helplessly as it attacked my dogs,Continue reading “GSD/My sister/Triggers”
My birthday.
One year ago on my birthday, June 17, I knew I was going to die. I don’t know how to convey the absolute and paralyzing knowing that you are going to be killed, but that’s what I experienced on my last birthday. My abuser got to my apartment at 3:45am that day, using his copyContinue reading “My birthday.”
